Precious Thoughts

As much as I try to convince that it is not worth it.. They keep on stumble doing the same mistake. As much as I try to shield them from pain.. They end up cutting the edge of their own bruises. As much responsible I feel to protect, they keep on slipping from my grip. As much as I tore because of the pain they suffer.. they are blind to appreciate.  That dark force is slipping right through you.. And I can no longer save you.  Not that I can't. Now, I refused to.  **Novel reality yang tak berkesudahan**

I've been watching a spiritual series called Law Ka Na Bainana or if Beloved Muhammad is with us, which tells us about the good traits and a life journey of Nabi Muhamad s.a.w. I'm sure everybody is aware of that series since it was a hit now. Bila tgk series tu xbhenti2 rasa menyesal dgn segala salah silap dgn manusia.. Dengan mak ayah.. dengan adik beradik.. dgn kawan2.. I've been thinking hard and I've decided to make a baby steps in improving certain things in life..  BTW, nak share one of the episodes here.  Begitu tingginya tingkah laku Nabi Muhamad s.a.w. Hubungan baginda bukan hanya antara manusia yang ada disekelilingnya. Tetapi memiliki hubungan dengan haiwan dan benda yang tidak bernyawa. Tentang perkara ini, Nabi Muhamad SAW memberi nama kepada binatang dan barang miliknya. Seperti, unta nya diberi nama Qaswa. Baginda mempunyai seekor baghal yang bernama Doldol. Seekor keldai yang bernama Ya'fur. Nabi juga memiliki seekor kuda berwarna peran...

Ehem. This post, might, (to some of you) make you smile or rather, yes! finally Ummu! despite I've deleted this blog without mercy before. I've been through quite a hell during this first LLb semester. Failing is a common thing in LLb. Staying up late is another part. Crisis with firmates is a hell of another syllabus. I'm too kind. People don't just step on my head, they sit on them. Harsh, but true indeed.  Disclaimer: Uip Izzati Asri, kalau aku satu firm dgn kmu dulu, I'll ease your burden as a Senior Partner.  I've just finished my finals. Started with Evidence. Then Advanced Criminal Procedure. Advanced Civil Procedure. BM and Remedies under Tort, Contract and Bankruptcy. As much fancy as it sounds, the subjects aren't that fancy. I've learnt a great lesson during LLb. Life is a serious matter, particularly at what I'm doing right now.  Yet, aku still tak boleh balik lagi. I'm having a trial this upcoming Sunday and Monday. As a P...

What's new? I'm doing honours degree now. Admitted (admitted?seriously Ummu your vocab...) on 5/3 hari tu. I'm practically taken aback. I was quite lost.  Evidence. Advance criminal. Advance Civil. Forensic Evidence. Criminal trial advocacy, Solicitors account. BM laras Undang2. Remedies under contract tort and bankruptcy. Non contentious legal matters where actual file is given to you for probate and conveyancing matters.  Recently engaged the next day after Bersih 3.0. Quite surprise myself it goes smoothly. I just.. I don't mind the workload. Seriously. Tapi bila study, and when I sit for the test and it didn't go quite well, quite? It's  just wrong, argument mcm smpah, law berterabur, case tak ingat... What the? Takde alasan untuk berjaya.  Tiada. Oh, for some good reason I purposely deleted my previous entry. It's crap without any basis.  *Tajuk takde kene ngene dgn entr...

Where's your gavel?  Your jury?  What's my offence this time?  You're not a judge but if you gonna judge me; Well, sentence me to another life.

Girl: Are you going to visit Clay Gephart? Guy: .... Girl: That would be a no.. Do you know that they moved him from that hospital to the rehab place on Oak Street? Guy: Is this your idea of some small talk or something? Because if it is, your social skills needs work. No one force him to jump. Girl: It's called peer pressure. Guy: And how do you know that? You read it in your precious book? Girl: Please don't pretend like you know me, okay? Guy: But I do, I do. We all the same classes and the same school since kindergarten. Why you're Jamie Sullivan. You sit at lunch table seven. Which isn't exactly the reject table but its definitely a self exile territory. You have exactly one sweater. You like to look at your feet when you walk. Oh oh, and yeah, and for fun, you like to tutor on weekends and hang out with the cool kids from stars and planets. Now, how's that sound? Girl: Fairly predictable. Nothing I haven't heard before. Guy: You don't care wh...

Few people sit down and think about death. Ada, mmg ada. Tapi melihatkan tragedi hitam yang galak melanda anak2 muda islam zaman skrg ni, adalah lebih kurang 1/10. Aku lama dah nak bercakap tentang isu nie. Selalu kalau tgh2 duduk tak buat ape, aku termenung jauh terkenang2 saat mati, mcmn agaknya kita mati. Dalam keadaan elok kah atau dalam keadaan yang aib.. Banyak kematian berlaku sekeliling aku sekarang nie. Samada yang ada kena mengena atau yang takde kaitan. Itu semua memberi peringatan kepada kita yang selepas ni kita pula yang akan menyusul.  Cara mati tu kita sendiri tidak tahu bagaimana, bila dan dimana. Tau2 jatuh, terus pergi saat itu juga. Harapnya kita pergi dengan keredhaan bukan penuh murka. Bak kata Dr.Tuah, kita ni jangan didoakan pergi. Alangkah malangnya kalau kita hidup di muka bumi ni mendapat kebencian manusia lantas didoakan cepat mati. Sekarang macam2 perangai pelik yang manusia buat. Kadang tu dah lari betul dari norma2 manusia. Budak2 muda sekarang ni ...