sheriel, bukan gitu maksudnya. lelaki dalam situation ni tak percaya tuhan tu ada. dia rasa kalau tuhan tu ada kenapa banyak sgt penderitaan dalam dunia nie. dia xde keyakinan, xde pedoman, senang cerita tak percaya agama tu adalah cahaya.
Ehem. This post, might, (to some of you) make you smile or rather, yes! finally Ummu! despite I've deleted this blog without mercy before. I've been through quite a hell during this first LLb semester. Failing is a common thing in LLb. Staying up late is another part. Crisis with firmates is a hell of another syllabus. I'm too kind. People don't just step on my head, they sit on them. Harsh, but true indeed. Disclaimer: Uip Izzati Asri, kalau aku satu firm dgn kmu dulu, I'll ease your burden as a Senior Partner. I've just finished my finals. Started with Evidence. Then Advanced Criminal Procedure. Advanced Civil Procedure. BM and Remedies under Tort, Contract and Bankruptcy. As much fancy as it sounds, the subjects aren't that fancy. I've learnt a great lesson during LLb. Life is a serious matter, particularly at what I'm doing right now. Yet, aku still tak boleh balik lagi. I'm having a trial this upcoming Sunday and Monday. As a P...
Dah sebulan arwah Kamal meninggal. Dekat sebulan juga dia koma lepas dia collapse hari tu. Aku duk ulang alik ke Klang untuk cater anak-anak Kakngah and also from time to time pergi hospital jaga Kamal.. Weekend aku sepanjang Kamal koma memanglah di Klang dan hospital. Sebegitu sekejapan Allah ambil. Sekiranya Allah berkehendak, kita kena redha dan pulangkan balik apa yang Allah dah pinjamkan. Kakngah tenang dan redha. From day 1 lagi. And doktor pun memang laid put brutal bagitau: "Puan, suami puan takkan sembuh." "Puan, jangan berharap apa-apa." "Puan, prepare for the worse." We understood. Kurang dari 5 bulan Abuya pergi, Kamal pulak Allah panggil balik.. Sedih. Sebab aku jenis sayang adik-adik. Walaupun dia adik ipar aku. Aku tetap pandang dia as adik. Dia jaga Kakngah dengan baik. Anak-anak masih kecik dan fragile. Eldest 8 years old. Youngest baru 4 months. The eldest, Maira faham Kamal dah takde. Tapi pemahaman dia terhad kepada pemahaman budak um...
Girl: You don't know the first thing about being someone's friend. Guy: I don't want to just be your friend. Girl: You don't know what you want. Guy: Neither do you. Maybe you just scared that someone might actually want to be with you. Girl: And why would that scare me? Guy: Because then you wouldn't be able to hide behind your books, your fricking telescope, or your faith. No, no. Know the real reason why you're scared? It's because you want to be with me too.
So guys never suffer? But they've broken girls' heart so many times!
ReplyDeletesheriel, bukan gitu maksudnya. lelaki dalam situation ni tak percaya tuhan tu ada. dia rasa kalau tuhan tu ada kenapa banyak sgt penderitaan dalam dunia nie. dia xde keyakinan, xde pedoman, senang cerita tak percaya agama tu adalah cahaya.
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